2021.10.28 11:52 i_BleedGreen Would love to experience an mmf. Any advice on achieving that?
2021.10.28 11:52 PastelEmoKitty egg_irl
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2021.10.28 11:52 Spot_The_Dutchie Too bad no one uses ground streaks anymore >->
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2021.10.28 11:52 neocurio tELEPHONE POLES IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE
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2021.10.28 11:52 ExpertGossiper What's something that your friends found annoying about you which you weren't aware of until they told you?
2021.10.28 11:52 moikel420 SN?
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2021.10.28 11:52 besamemucho338 Let me love you, but don't fall in love with me...
We met this summer, under the most peculiar circumstances. When we met, I knew you were different, didn’t know how, but I liked you. We kept talking and met up again, for dinner this time. We took a walk around campus, then we sat on that bench and talked for hours! I got to know you and you got to know me. I shared with you things I’ve never shared with anyone before. You heard me, and you didn’t judge me. I didn’t need to hold back, I just knew that I could talk to you. That same night, you walked me to my car, and we began to bump into each other, shoulder to shoulder. You asked me if you could hold my hand, and I said yes. We walked about a block and you said “this feel nice.” I asked “what is this? Like you know you can’t fall in love?” You said “totally, do not fall in love with me” and I agreed. We reached my car and we looked at each other for a moment. At this point I was really nervous, being around you made me nervous, but all I wanted was one thing… You leaned in and asked “Do you want me to kiss you?” I immediate said yes. You knew what I wanted.
That first kiss was perfect. It was small, it was delicate, special. I remember all of it.
I’m sure you remember all of the rest that happened between us. The sex we had was absolutely amazing. We both knew what we wanted from each other and the chemistry was there the entire time.
We kept asking, “What is this?” At the time, I just said that I didn’t know. My heart knew that I was falling for you, but I couldn’t lead you on. I played dumb, but I really wanted to tell you that I was falling for you. I knew that we couldn’t be together and this would eventually have to come to an end.
One night, after the most amazing sex, we both knew that it was time to say goodbye. Yet, we kept coming back to each other. Another night happened, and we said our goodbyes again. A third time, and this time, I honestly believed would be the last time. I saw you delete my contact information, so I knew you were serious about. I’m sorry, but I couldn’t delete yours.
A few months passed. A lot happened in between, and I found the courage to message you. I told you exactly what I wanted.
You replied, but you “closed” the door on us. Those first few days, I was absolutely heartbroken. I was sad I didn’t have the closure to talk to you. This time, I truly did delete you from my phone. Any trace of your number, I deleted and tried my best to move on.
Below, are all of the messages of the days following that heartbreak. It wasn’t easy, but I did what I could just to get you out of my mind. I thought about you every day, as you’ll see below.
Today, this is my last note to you, forever. Every single thought I’ve had is here. I fell in love with you, S. I hope my words help you understand how in love I was/am with you. I am moving on because I love you. I know that I’ll heal and be happy, and I hope you find happiness too.
I’m sorry I asked for an explanation, I know that what I was asking for was a lot I know that were both not available for each other. It really sucks because I really wanted u in my life in some capacity but you’re right we want more than that and we can’t have it.
I didn’t mean for it to get this far, I remember the rule. I told myself every time, yeah I don’t know what happened.
Sexually yes I did want u one last time. Lol I have this image in my head but I’m not going to ask you anymore. I don’t wanna tempt you anymore. I am going to miss you more than you think, I am never going to hate you like I said I am very grateful for you coming into my life.
I hope that you find that feeling again the feeling, feel alive, I miss that feeling when I talk to you too and it fucking sucks because I want to feel that with him and I don’t. He hasn’t asked to marry me. Yes I wanted it to work.
This isn’t just because of you but I don’t know where my relationship with him is going, things just aren’t working anymore for us and yes I know I’m playing with fire by talking to you by asking you to meet up with me, but know that my relationship with him has nothing to do with you.
I hope that in your relationship you do find what you’re looking for. The thing, that liveness that I give you in a way, I hope you find it. Make her see you, show her how fun you can be, I got to see it and I loved every single minute of it.
These are definitely the things I wanted to tell you in person and it’s fine I’m not gonna push it anymore and I said I don’t even know if you’re gonna get this message but I am grateful to you for everything.
I wish you the best. I don’t even know if that’s your real name but I know you I guess as S.and I wish you the best in everything S. thank you so much for everything.
10/12: today I was a lone driving and I couldn’t get you out of my head. As cliche as it sounds, all the songs remind me of you. One of them even addressed that I may need to hate you. I can’t do it. You mean a lot to me. I’m just here trying so hard to get over you babe. I’m so bored without being able to talk to u.
Part of me hopes that u do end up messaging me. I can only hope since I can’t do anything about it. I removed all traces of your number and sadly I didn’t memorize it.
If you aren’t lying to me about how u feel, one of the things I wanted to tell u was to not settle. God, I really hope that you make her see you. What I said before, you’re incredible and the guy I met was so much fun. I think that I could have made u dance lol. Make her see u, please. U deserve so much happiness in life.
I miss u still. I can’t stop thinking about you. My life also feels dry and dull.
If i am honest with myself, I think I was falling for you. I want to be in your life but I know it’s impossible.
Sometimes I hate me for falling for you. I didn’t mean to. It was supposed to be fun and it was, until the day I started crying for you. Fuck that feeling. 💔
10/15: it’s been a week. I’m alone a lot and I miss you so much.
I’m upset because I didn’t get to say things to you. I don’t hate you but I am sad you didn’t get to hear my side.
I hate having to write my feelings down on notes. It’s pathetic, really.
Yes, I still fantasize about you. I still think about the things we could’ve done in that room. It was all so perfect in my head.
See, it sucks that you only live in my head. It makes me really sad every time I think about you. You’re not real, not my reality.
My reality is boring!! I miss flirting with you, getting you hard and flustered . God, I still think about you eating me out. It has been waaaayyyy too long!!
I am soooo bored!!! I want to hear from you!!!!
Please please please please send me a text. Like I said, pathetic, I know but I can’t get you out of my head. I want to txt dirty with you, make you feel like you want me.
I told myself that I would try to hate u to make this easier, but I really miss u.
I need to forget your snap lol…. Fuuuckk!!!
Dude I am really struggling here. On a date and I’m thinking about u
I’m still here thinking of you.
I’ve had a streak of good luck lately, yet I haven’t seen a text from u. He tried to be super sweet but I can’t enjoy it.
I haven’t orgasmed in forever, as I was waiting for you.
Dude I miss u so much. I want to wake up one day and just forget you, and just not think of you.
I’m always in a fucking bad mood because all I want to go be with you. Shit, even if I can’t be with you I still want to text you, hear from you.
I’m so jealous that you’re a healthy person and we’re able to get over us, but it hasn’t been easy for me. Like I said idk how it happened, but I miss u sooooo fucking much, I just want to talk, maybe even flirt with you.
Morning! I still miss talking to you. Last night I was thinking about your face when u would look up and kiss me. You had this super goofy smile, but u looked so happy when we were together like that. I didn’t cry loudly so but I started to tear up. You asking me “what?” As u looked and kissed me. I miss that.
I drove through your town yesterday and I kept looking at the cars hoping that maybe I’d get a glimpse at you. It’s silly, I know but my heart was hopeful.
I miss your super silly smile. Haha I made u smile a lot. I hope she is making you smile. You deserve that happiness. Talk to her the way you used to with me. I know there weren’t any reservations between us, but build that honesty with her. There’s a reason you ended up together, so find that magic again.
I am trying my best on my end. I was so hung up on you that I forgot all the good he brings me. He truly and unconditionally loves me. I haven’t been fair to him, but I do love him. We’re making plans for our life but I’m not getting too excited about it just yet.
Today was a good day. We went out for dinner and had a great conversation.
He is working on loving him. I love that because In the before he wouldn’t.
I did not think about u the entire time. Isn’t that a good thing?
I hope to see you soon or at least a glimpse from a distance.
I thought to myself today that I need to print out what I have written and burn it. I need to let you go, maybe that’s one way, the fire that started with us has to be put out so that we can both move on and be successful.
This is goodbye. You will forever have a special place in my heart and life. I hope your life is good and that you’re happy. I’m in a good place and I’m grateful for you. Lovingly, me.
You texted me…FUCK!!!
10/25: I love you
I actually said I love you, and I meant it. You told me “I fell in love with you” and I hope you meant it. I love you so much that I don’t recognize myself. I wanted to be your friend, but I know I can’t ever be with you. I am so in love and no matter how things change with me, I know I can never be with you.
I love you, I said that I love you.
You suck, you know. I was finally over you and now I’m crying for you again.
All the songs remind me of how much I love you. Your eyes, your goofy ass smile, your face when you see me. That makes my heart feel happy and sad at the same time.
I had stopped writing to you. I had accepted that I wasn’t ever going to see you again. You messaged me and all I wanted to do was see you, all day.
It feels surreal. I am crying all the time. Tears come out when I’m supposed to be doing something else. All I do is think about you and being with you.
I am so hurt knowing I can’t see you anymore. My heart aches knowing that I need to heal from you again.
I love you… I love you….I love you…I love you… I love you…I love you
I write it over and over the same way I say it to myself, over and over. But I always finish with “and I’m not supposed to.”
Rule #1, don’t fall in love. Well, too fucking late! I love you. I fell in love with you when I wasn’t suppose to. Like Halsey said, I’m sorry but I fell in love tonight. I didn’t mean to fall in love tonight.
You make me feel good, make me feel happy. I can be me without walking on eggshells. I don’t have to worry about feeling judged. I am me with you. I am happy when I’m with you.
We said goodbye, and I resisted so much. I wanted you to say yes to being friends. I want to know about you. I want you in my life. But I know that it isn’t an option. It’s not fair to either of us.
I am glad I got share how I felt with you. I’m glad I heard that you love me too. We both know we can’t be with each other, but we do love each other.
Last night, when you kissed me, I enjoyed and absorbed every moment of it because I knew it was our last one. When you called me baby under the sheets, we pretended we were in love. It was beautiful and painful. For a moment we lived out the fantasy I’ve played out in my mind over and over again.
When we said goodbye, I didn’t want you to see me cry. I wanted you to remember me happy like I was when we’re together.
It’s funny that you never saw my smile when you would text. In the before…I waited for your messages. For you to say good morning, for you to say hello, for you to just check in…I miss all of it. I miss the sexy texts. I didn’t know I could do that, but with you it all came natural. I felt beautiful. I felt sexy. I felt seen. I miss texting you.
Unfortunately, I can’t think like you. I can’t imagine seeing you in passing a few months/years from now because I want to think that by then, I would already be healed from you. I want to see you and just just be able to say “Hello, I hope you’re well. It was good to see you, and goodbye.”
I can’t hate you. Part of me wants to so that it would be easier to forget you and move on, but I can’t hate you. I love you too much and I love everything we had. I’m jealous that you’re somewhat mentally stable. My fucking mind can’t stop and won’t stop thinking about you.
Once again, this is goodbye. You will forever have a special place in my heart and life.
I will miss you and I will move on without you.
I love you. S.,I will forever love you. I hope your life is good and that you’re happy. I’m in a good place and I’m grateful for you. Lovingly, me.
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2021.10.28 11:52 Acceptable_Ad_1444 Every day I will implement the suggestion I like the most in the comments. Otherwise I do it myself. [LEGACY] Day 220
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2021.10.28 11:52 hat-of-sky Spectrum upload speed on the Westside?
We've been having spotty internet for weeks, with download sort of okay but upload speeds less than 1. With two people working from home it's not enough. The repair guys say the problem is at least in the whole building but may even be beyond our local pole. And it can be up to 30 days to even find out. He also mentioned that if it was a Business Spectrum account, they'd have 7 days to do something about it. If I understood him correctly. Which I might not have.
2021.10.28 11:52 Vegetable-Topic-174 i promise this person is alive at the moment and living fine
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2021.10.28 11:52 gloomyghosts Dear Featherly Friends Birds,
Why do you exist? You are the most useless piece of shit product Target carries and you make my job so much harder. I spent an hour looking through boxes of repacks for fifteen of you yesterday. Because a cart needed eight Christmas tree birds, six snowman birds, and one little drummer boy bird. And don’t even get me started on Halloween. The amount of Día de los Muertos birds I had to INF was sickening. Same for the birds with little glasses and binoculars. There’s too much variety, there are eight different birds for Christmas. EIGHT! You’re worthless but people love you so much. I don’t understand. “Guests” constantly redistribute you throughout the store. I found two of you hiding behind a box in the dry goods clearance. One of you in the office supplies. I tried to keep my INFs below 5 yesterday but you screwed that up. You are the Rae Dunn of Target. Please kindly burn in hell.
Sincerely, A SFS worker
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2021.10.28 11:52 ZomZero Town Project Build
This is going to be my biggest project yet, going to build a medieval town with dock area, church, and all the other buildings a town should have, FPS will surely die in this project.
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2021.10.28 11:52 medofox321 YOU THOUGHT IT WAS REYNA, BUT IT WAS ME! DIO!
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2021.10.28 11:52 -WhatsMyName_ Plot Twist: The world made sense.
2021.10.28 11:52 Expensive-Box-2296 So Many Resets until I got the What the Dog doin Easter Egg #shorts
2021.10.28 11:52 Fishareboney Flying to Portugal-Advice needed
So I have a Covid test scheduled at a local Shaws next Monday for a flight to Portugal next Thursday.
Just got a call from the pharmacist saying that he couldn’t guarantee the results would be available by Thursday and that he’s seen issues where people haven’t gotten their results.
Talk about nerve wracking. This appointment was booked through United Airlines and they provided the time and location for the test. I’m not sure what’s going to happen should I not have results by next Thursday.
Any advice? Should I go somewhere else? Should I keep the appointment? Other options?
This is the first time flying or traveling during covid so any thoughts are appreciated.
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2021.10.28 11:52 Admirable-District-9 What would you do if when you okay so he said yes should go?
2021.10.28 11:52 Karamalicious How did i do on my social credit test?
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2021.10.28 11:52 Nightfighter30 Triedent z rgb on ryzen
Can i use these ram kit (F4-4000C16D-32GTZRA) on a rog crosshair viii dark hero and a ryzen 5950x. I want a black pc but the ram kit says that it is for intel platform.
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2021.10.28 11:52 _ForzaJuve_ Inspirational.
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2021.10.28 11:52 GamingMemee Mob vote candidates need to be added
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2021.10.28 11:52 Rubyboat1207 Run Method on Player Respawn
2021.10.28 11:52 Kronyzx Angelina Jolie with her kids
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