The pain of wasting your childhood and teenage hurts on a existential level

2021.10.28 11:02 _G_R_I_N_C_H_ The pain of wasting your childhood and teenage hurts on a existential level

I feel like i, myself wasted the best years of my life, whenever i see any sort of romanticisation of childhood and teenage on the tele or the internet it triggers me to a concerning degree, I've utterly wasted the those years which are supposed to be happy and carefree. Whenever i have this conversation with my mum she tries to console me that they were good and we end up having a fight, she's the only one I'm close to, I'm very, very my bad at putting my feelings into words even in my mind and we end up having a fight, i don't know how to explain it to her why i feel that way, i used to go to parks but stuck to one slide the whole time cause i was scared of the bigger slide and also that it was crowded with other kids, i did go outside to play with kids but i was never selected in their teams, in school i was one of those kids that sat on the side watching other kids play, one day i realized, I've spent my whole life sitting in the side. Kobe wouldve never been great if he had discovered ball at 21 ( which I'm going to be in a few months) no matter how much he practiced. People use Tyson Fury as a motivational example, that how he was super depressed and suicidal but even at his lowest moments he still knew that he was a boxer, he had boxing as a thing that he could work on, use it as an anchor to climb out of the pit he's in, at his worst point he could still think that hey i was a nice boxer, i don't have anything like that, i don't have such an anchor, I HAVE NOTHING. No matter what i do i suck at it, I'm so bad at literally everything and i mean it when i say literally. What am i supposed to do at this point, i have no idea
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2021.10.28 11:01 bongbongthefabulous Streak 91: Going To The Stadium To Watch A Volleyball Game

Tomorrow I will go to the stadium to watch a volleyball game. I am a big fan of Korean men's volleyball league. The stadium is quite far from my home. So after the end of game when I get back home, it must be too late to write my streak post. Therfore I will need to write my post before the evening.
Wow! I am so excited. Because it's been a year since the last time that I watched volleyball play in the stadium. Cause of Covid-19, I lost my chances to watch it in person. But now I am vaccinated twice for Covid and the last shot was more than 14 days. So I got a legal permission to access the public place with other. I already bought a winter season membership ticket and a replica uniform.
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2021.10.28 11:01 ph3l0n PSA: You can play New World for Free if you have it installed on Steam.

This is how all the gold sellers are making accounts and how your friends can play for free.
Steps to Reproduce:

  1. Get a legitimate Steam / New World account installed on the PC.
  2. Create a secondary Steam Account only.
  3. Log out of primary account and log in with secondary account.
  4. Click New World and use Family Sharing to play New World for Free.
  5. Profit.
Enjoy playing New World for free. This has been around since Day 1. I am posting this in hopes they will fix the exploit and stop these god damn gold bots.
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2021.10.28 11:01 carliann77 Stiff shoulder for weeks

I have had a stiff shoulder for about 6 weeks now, nothing is helping, I’ve tried messages, topical ointments, hot and cold compresses, I take Advil when needed. I can’t sleep on it and my range of motion is hindered from reaching back and above my head. It started off with my elbow bothering me for awhile and then it spread. Some days it’s really bad and some days it’s a bit better. Anyone have any ideas?
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2021.10.28 11:01 FirstMethod6718 Found in South Eastern Washington. Too low and very much the wrong time of year for a morel. Is it some type of look a like?

Found in South Eastern Washington. Too low and very much the wrong time of year for a morel. Is it some type of look a like? submitted by FirstMethod6718 to whatisthismushroom [link] [comments]

2021.10.28 11:01 Kendoddsdaddy Agenda ?

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2021.10.28 11:01 sharewithme Word of The Hour: lydnad

lydnad translates to obedience
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2021.10.28 11:01 Dramatic-Ad-9078 I can look at your photos all day and still won't get tired 😴

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2021.10.28 11:01 ejb2112 Sad face. That’s my birthday weekend and I was hoping to celebrate by enjoying some racing.

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2021.10.28 11:01 Rizkipur76 Imagine the next Surface Duo 3 possibility

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2021.10.28 11:01 Yosi6661 Happy 5th Birthday to The Stage 🌌

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2021.10.28 11:01 Fleffle Semi-Useless Data 3: All the Different Seating Rank Combinations

Disclaimer: This post has no purpose. Literally no one asked for this. But I like looking at all the ship data we have, finding some patterns or statistics or just random trivia, and occasionally writing it up. So here's another installment of Semi-Useless Data.
(one more quick note: in general, I'm only looking at T6 ships. I usually try to be clear on that, but in case I slip and say "all ships" or "every ship in the game" or something like that, know that I probably just meant the T6s)
Today's ramblings are about all the different combinations of seating ranks that are available in the game. For example, the T6 Andromeda has a Commander, two Lt Commanders, a Lieutenant, and an Ensign. I'm going to use numbers instead of rank names and call that a 4-3-3-2-1 (4=Commander, because they can bring 4 abilities, etc). Without further ado, here's everything that exists:
The Classic (4-3-3-2-1) (262 ships, soon to be 266 with the upcoming ships)
By far the most common seating combination in the game. Not much more to say about it, it's really the vanilla of boff seating (and I like vanilla)
Note that it supports 13 boff abilities in total. Almost all T6 ships do, but we'll talk about this a little more when we hit the Raiders.
The Triple Lieutenant (4-3-2-2-2) (86 ships)
The second most common layout. This downgrades one of your LtCmdrs to a Lt (3 -> 2), but upgrades you Ens to another Lt (1 -> 2). And you already had one Lt to start with, so now you have three. In terms of raw power, you're losing out a teensy bit because you traded a LtCmdr ability slot for a Lt one. But sometimes the careers on those seats are more advantageous (I mean, did you really want an extra engineering ability?)
The Triple Lieutenant Commander (4-3-3-3) (13 ships)
Ships: Now that we're getting down to smaller numbers of ships, I'm going to start listing them: 4x Support Carriers (Aspero et al.), 4x Fleet Support Carriers, Undine Cheirax (lockbox), Undine Kiwavi (lobi), and the three Temporal TOS Promo ships (Connie, D7, T'liss)
Compared to The Classic layout, these ships lose their Ens seat entirely (1 -> 0) in exchange for upgrading their Lt to another LtCmdr (2 -> 3). This is an upgrade in raw power as you can now bring four LtCmdr abilities to a fight, at the cost of some flexibility.
The Six-Seaters (4-3-2-2-1-1) (2 ships)
Ships: Ferengi Nandi Warship (Phoenix box), Na'Qjej Intel Battlecruiser
These are the only oddballs with six bridge officer slots. Starting from The Classic, these ships downgraded one of their LtCmdr seats to a Lt (3 -> 2) in exchange for a new Ens (0 -> 1). The more the merrier, I guess.
A note about Universal Raiders: Raiders are known for a few things: Flanking damage bonus, high maneuverability, losing a weapon slot, and having a ton of universal seating. For those who aren't aware, T6 Raiders can be divided into two groups: those with 100% universal seating, and those with a Tactical commander seat. The ones with a Tactical commander tend to fall into The Classic category. But the ones with 100% universal seating pay for that flexibility by actually losing an entire boff ability. That's right, where every other T6 in the game can hold 13 boff abilities, these ones can only hold 12. They come in two different layouts:
The Universal Raider - No Ensign Version (4-3-3-2) (5 ships)
Ships: L-B'rel, Kor (& fleet B'rel), Ouroboros, Na'kuhl Tadaari, M'chla Refit (yeah, we're counting it as a T6)
These are just a variant of The Classic that just dropped their Ens seat. Of all the abilities they could have dropped, that's the best option, in terms of raw power. So that's nice.
The Universal Raider - Double Lieutenant Version (4-3-2-2-1) (1 ship)
Ships: Kelvin D4x (Lockbox)
One of two ships in the game with a completely unique seating layout. Unlike the other Raiders, who dropped the Ens from their Classic layout, this raider keeps its ensign, but downgrades one of its LtCmdrs to a Lt (3->2).
And finally, the big guns. The three Double Commander ships:
The Double Commander - No Ensign Version (4-4-3-2) (2 ships)
Ships: La Sirena Heavy Raider (Promo), Jem'Hadar Light Battlecruiser (Lockbox)
Start with The Classic, take away the Ens (1 -> 0), and upgrade one of the LtCmdrs to a Commander (3 -> 4). Sounds like a good deal to me. (Fun behind-the-scenes fact: my first draft of the paragraph about Raiders divided them by "Tactical Commander" vs "Universal Commander". La Sirena made me re-write that, because it's a Raider that has both. Instead, I had to divide them by "those with a Tactical commander" and "those with 100% universal" - La Sirena is not 100% universal, which is why it gets all 13 boff ability slots.)
The Double Commander - Double Ensign Version (4-4-3-1-1) (1 ship)
Ships: Mirror Constitution Warship (Lockbox)
The other of the two ships with a completely unique seating layout. Similar to the other two Double Commander ships, but this one splits the Lt into two Ensigns (2 -> 1-1).
There you have it. That's all of 'em. If you've stuck with me here, maybe let us know what layout you've enjoyed in the past. Done something cool with three Lt Commanders? Do you like Triple Lieutenants over The Classic?
Oh, and I almost forgot my shameless self promotion: the data for all of this came from the sortable/filterable T6 spreadsheet.
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2021.10.28 11:01 reddit_feed_bot Young America's Foundation - CONTROL FREAKS: Allen West obliterates the Left for controlling us

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2021.10.28 11:01 mr1337 ITAP of a BMW M4 GT4 race car

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2021.10.28 11:01 sharewithme Word of The Hour: obediência

obediência translates to obedience
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2021.10.28 11:01 Ok-Fox9164 F/36 [chat]

Older person here trying to get more social interaction and get better in having a conversation in general Also would love to train my english a bit Thanks for reading hope to hear from you soon
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2021.10.28 11:01 ballbering71 (10/28/06) Private party hosted by Dennis Rodman - Las Vegas

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2021.10.28 11:01 Pastavorian Is the S12 Objective Bounty system a makor buff for Nasus?

In Season 12, Nasus could intentionally ignore the first few objectives in favor of farming stacks. Then once he hits a powerspike he can claim objective bounties for extra gold to snowball even harder. I think this will quickly outweigh the negatives of missing a few objectives.
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2021.10.28 11:01 absumo 'He’s A Liar': Tucker Carlson Makes False Vax Claim As Fox News Colleague Reveals Viewer Death Wish

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2021.10.28 11:01 moksh2812 Suggestion on the approach to a OCR problem [Question]

Suggestion on the approach to a OCR problem [Question] I have been assigned a task to extract different parts from an image(see the fig), I am new to opencv and OCR, I am looking for a right approach to this problem. Can this be done using a ML model or Should I do it manually?
Am I on the right track? Any help would be highly appreciated.
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2021.10.28 11:01 BeetleJewws Celestial CA MTX bugged/unfinished

Celestial CA MTX bugged/unfinished Firing the arrow still begins with the original arrow effect. And CA effect on mobs is unchanged, which looks horrible.
It has been many years, will the bugged effect ever be fixed? I'm even ready to just pay extra for it to look properly. I'm just sad :(
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2021.10.28 11:01 Pxvrno If i counted all the hearts i broke

I miss peep, he makes me miss home. Like a lot. I listened to him when i was running around town doing bad shit with my bestfriend but that bridge is burned now and I'm like 1000 miles away. Maybe I should call my family.
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2021.10.28 11:01 ZKGANG_ALSHABAB Aliea arc in a nutshell

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